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This is what I do. I perform. It’s a job.
And she believed him. Or at least, she wanted to.
They met at a café in L.A., both pretending not to be looking for anything serious. But sparks? They don’t always wait for permission. His charm wasn’t just screen-deep. He listened, he made her laugh, and for a while, she felt like the only woman in his world.
But reality doesn’t always look like the fantasy.
She tried to be cool.
Cool when he came home late from shoots.
Cool when she found lipstick marks on towels that weren’t hers.
Cool when fans commented heart emojis under their anniversary pictures.
But the truth? She wasn’t okay.
Because even if his body was just “doing a job,” his soul felt further away every day.
They stopped talking like they used to.
The inside jokes? Replaced with silence.
The intimacy? Gone.
He was saving it all for the camera — and she felt like the understudy in her own relationship.
She wanted to believe love could survive anything.
But this?
This was a slow heartbreak, not a scandal.
A quiet kind of grief that crept into their shared bed every night.
One night, she looked at him — asleep, peaceful — and realized:
She missed herself.
Not just them… but her.
The woman who laughed without anxiety.
The woman who didn’t Google her boyfriend’s stage names to compare herself to strangers.
She didn’t leave because of what he did.
She left because of what it did to her.
And when she walked out, she didn’t slam the door.
She just whispered, “I love you. But I love me more.”
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